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Hello! Surprise! I'm alive! 

Have you all been doing well?

After much thought, I've decided to post this journal...As a memoir of sorts for myself... on a site I don't use very much anymore, but I still hold very dear to my heart. After all DA is the reason for propelling interest in art.

Fair warning!

As this will probably end up as a very long read, I'd like to thank the many and people I've met, the wonderful friends I've made, and the many artists that have inspired me throughout my stay at deviantart. Also of course, YOU, dear reader. Thank you for taking the time out of your busy schedule to glance at this post. THANK YOU! 


It's the year 2017! I've graduated college! I passed our board exam with high grades! I got a job! I've enrolled at uni for Med School! I'm ecstatic and hopeful for the future! Yet..at the same time...I'm not. 

You see...When I was in High school I was dead set on getting into a program connected to art.
As a student I loved drawing. Even if my drawings were total crap I still drew. I wanted so much to enroll in art classes, but my parents never supported my hobbies. I was never really gifted at art and only drew what I wanted to draw..which was anime. LOL. Maybe those were reasons why my parents never supported me getting a career in art. Come the year of college applications, I decided to try my luck applying for Architecture, while listing Medical Technology as a second choice. Thankfully my father were sort of okay with me going to Architecture school, but my mother was not. I think she always expected me to become a doctor like her when I grew up... that led me to choose my second choice, Medical Technology, rather than Architecture, as a career path even if I got into both programs.

I never really had much say in crucial decisions in my life, but I thought that maybe this WAS the right choice. Maybe Art and I were never really meant to be together. I didn't have much of a clue what Medical Technologists did. I only had in mind that it was a good pre-med course and it would help me a lot in medschool. Come third year when all our major subjects rolled in.. I finally figured out what Medical Technologists did..and I..wasn't so happy about it. I wanted to quit. My grades started slipping and I lost my scholarship. In the end though.. I didn't. My third year in college was also the year I started using my art accounts less and less. I lost contact with close friends I've made, I drew less and less.

During our internship year, I started warming up to my profession. I found out that I was actually helping people with my work, things were starting to turn up, and I got awarded as Most Outstanding Intern of the Year, BUT!! IT WAS 2016!! Let's just say 2016 was NOT My year. I was sad a LOT. It came to the point that I often went out alone and wandered for long periods of time without telling anybody, and people thought I ran away. What used to cheer me up didn't have any effect on me anymore, drawing, videogames, my friends..I was just sad? In a numb way. I distanced myself more and more from art.. from my "Skye" persona. This handle used to be where I vented out my stress, but I feared I was bothering people so I stopped. 

After graduating college, and I went through 2 months of exhausting review classes for the board exams and thankfully passed. I applied for a job thereafter and got into the hospital of my choice and applied to the med school of my choice. Things are looking good for 2017 in a way...I feel like there's something missing though.  I feel like I've lost so many things along the way to get to where I am... 

Sorry for rambling.
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I'm alive!

1 min read
It's been quite some time since I've logged on here! I wouldn't be surprised if no one reads this or if you'd have no idea who I am.
I apologize for those who I have not replied to ; _ ;
Studies have been taking over my life. Anxieties and stress. And tbh I got art-blocked so bad I couldn't draw much for months (+ having little time to draw isn't really helping haha;;) I'm getting over it, I think.. I'll try being active here again! Although contacting me elsewhere is probably a good idea if you need me to reply asap.


I'll be finishing everything (and reply to everything) that I owe within the week. Thank you for putting up with me! Even I can't put up with myself sometimes..orz 
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Hello! *insert nervous laugh here*
I'm am broke and am now Open for commissions but only with limited slots and art styles
Please read my commission info before commissioning me:
(I apologize in advance for the lengthy commission info)
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NOTES, RULES & REMINDERS:
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✿ All prices will be in USD
✿ Payment will be via Paypal ONLY
✿ I will only start working after I have received full payment
✿ No refunds when I have started lining/painting
✿ You can ask me to send you a sketch before I start, if you'd like.
✿ I have the right to reject your ired
✿ No commercial use
✿Do not claim/edit my works. Or If you do plan to edit, please credit me
✿ The time I take to finish your commission will vary, please be patient
✿  Note me on what method you'd like me to send you your commission (e.g. E-mail, sta.sh, DA upload, etc)
✿ If there will be no more slots, please wait till I open more.

✿PLEASE avoid vague character descriptions and if possible provide an image / preferably coloured
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PRICES & SAMPLES:
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1. CHEEBZ = $ 8.00



better quality: sta.sh/0zaqytgdnbq   |  sta.sh/010z9fvuj6vh  |  sta.sh/0vsinbr5t2a

✿ Pudgy chibi
✿ Smaller than regular chibi
✿ Painterly style/ Soft shade
✿  With or without SIMPLE BG (same price)
✿ + $2 per extra character / complex accessories (like swords or armor)
SLOTS
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.

REALZ Chibi = $12.00

More samples: fc08.deviantart.net/fs70/f/201…  |  fc06.deviantart.net/fs70/f/201…  |  fc08.deviantart.net/fs70/i/201…  |  
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✿Larger than CHEEBZ Chibi
✿More details
✿With or without SIMPLE BG
✿For more complex BG (e.g. Buildings, etc) + $ 1.00
✿Painterly style, but more solid. W/ more solid lines
✿ +3 For every additional character
SLOTS:
1.
2.
3.

3. Headshot = $15.00


✿ Painterly/Soft Shade
✿With or without REALLY SIMPLE BG

SLOTS:
1.
2.


4. Bustshot = $20.00


✿With or without Simple BG (no charge)
✿ + $1.00 For more complex BGs
✿ + $2.00 per additional character
SLOTS:
1.
2.

5. Waistshot = $25.00


✿With or without Simple BG (no charge)
✿ + $1.00 For more complex BGs
✿ + $2.00 per additional character
SLOTS:
1.
2.

6. Fullbody = $30.00

✿With or without Simple BG (no charge)
✿ No complex BGs
✿Only one character, no additional

SLOTS:
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✿If interested, please note me on my DA account.
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thoughts

6 min read
I am a sentimental crybaby that prefers crying alone in my room while eating junk food. Which I am actually doing r n.

                                 *warning: lots of idk-feels-that-needs-to-be-thrown-somewhere*
                                                        you've been warned

              There are only 3 more days left of my first year in college. To sum up my freshman year, I'd have to say that it's been a big giant roller coaster for me.

              I spent my first few days fumbling through the basics of whatever I had to do. And I spent half of the first semester lamenting how I wasted all the chances I had in high school. I spent a great big chunk trying to figure out how public transportation worked. (I was a 16 year old still being driven 3 km back and forth from home and the university) And I spent the latter part of this school year, having really wonderful memories with the friends I've made in my class.School days alternated between crap, utter cap, fun, and glorious. lmao. I am pretty thankful that my grades were okay , and that I was able to get a scholarship which I REALLY HOPE TO MAINTAIN.

            10 months have passed and here I am, with 3 days of school left. Those 10 months passed me by so fast, as if they were only 10 minutes and I can't help but wish for time to slow down a bit. Not only because of those 3 days I have left of school, but because of everything I will eventually leave behind

            I've left behind my highschool, that I despise and love with all my heart. A school I had studied in for 13 years. And most of the people there are people I've grown up with. And again, loved and hated with every fibre of my being. I've left behind my nursemaid (or rather she left us) when she decided to move back with her sick mother. And it's really weird not having here in our house anymore. I've left behind all those ritual playing outside with neighbors for clamming myself up inside my room. I've left behind saying I love you to parents because things have gotten awkward with expressing this word... idk. Yes, We are still really close,but still it's not like I can jump on my dad's lap and scream "I LOVE YOU". with how I am now.

           Now I'm about to leave behind my these classmates and friends I've made this year, since each class will be shuffled and the chances of us staying together is zilch.

           I dislike change so much. But I understand that without it we'd get nowhere. If I never changed schools, I would have never met these people who have had a very big impact in my life already in such few months.
           I am afraid of forgetting, because already, I can't recall all those moments I had with my grandmother, who had taken care of me from the days I had been in diapers.

           Time flies really fast, before we even know it, we'd be bouncing our grandchildren in our lap, and we won't even recall all those tiny moments when we were kids playing pretend and whatever game you loved playing when you were a kid.

             I regret not cherishing those moments when I had the time. I regret not taking the initiative to maintain the bonds I've made throughout my life.I regret not taking all those chances I had and all the time I wasted procrastinating when I could have done something to make my parents a bit more proud of me.

           But life is to short to wallow in these regrets, the best thing for you to do now is to cherish what ever thing you don't wish to lose or leave behind. Live your life as best as you can and learn from your mistakes. Don't take the things you love for granted, they won't last forever. Even the tiniest thing will leave a pretty big impact when you lose it.


tl;dr

A BIG WAVE OF NOSTALGIA HAS HIT ME. LET'S NOT WASTE OUR TIME.

Let's do our best and live our life to the fullest, so that one day we may be able to say that we lived a full and happy life.

           
         

           
           
            Very sorry for the late replies! 3 more days and I'm free!

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