Hello! I wouldn't be surprised if none of the people who watch me...remember me. haha
I've been away from Deviantart for almost a whole year now. Mostly because I wanted to improve my art but I never was able to attain what I wanted to improve on. This year has been the busiest of years for me in terms of school work and coupled with how sad I'd felt for almost 90% of the year I never really had much time to draw. Whenever I had free time I usually ended up playing video games and art blocked somewhat completely won me over whenever I did try to draw. Drawing which used to be my escape from stress became somewhat stressful. I was so dissatisfied with my art I couldn't really make myself try to improve. And school work have been consistently getting harder and harder with each passing exam I felt really suffocated and dissatisfied with how much my grades had changed. Unexplained sadness also consistently won me over haha. Hopefully 2015 will be better! I hope you guys had a wonderful 2014 and an even better year ahead! I aim to somehow draw more this year. And really work on trying to improve and draw more interesting things! Cheers!
tl;dr 2014 sucked. Hopefully 2015 will be better
Descriptions for each month:
JAN: I think I only drew once the whole month and what I drew was a gift for a friend. This month was pretty okay? I think this one class we had gave us a lot of hands on work out in the field and it didn't sit well with me much because we had to do a report after every meeting. Also the group I was in made me question the essence of the term "group-work" more than once.
FEB: I didn't touch my tablet at all this month. I think this was the month where I started to get really art blocked. I may have doodled on paper sometimes?
MAR: EXAMS. Stressful.
APR: I think this was the month Pixiv Fantasia 8 started. It got me somewhat pumped up for drawing but the feeling died out soon enough. I never finished any proper art for my character. Except for a chibi and a headshot?? I guess.
MAY: Started to work on an art book submission that was due so long before May. My God was I so ashamed of myself.
JUN: Drew a bit for PF8! I drew Shimun and my pf8 character!
JUL: Doodled and tried to get out of art-block but alas, it got a stronger hold of me. Whenever I drew I ended up finishing only up to the head or chest then I'd stop _(:3
AUG: I think this was the month where I first saw ORAS! May's design and I had to draw her. I HAD TO DRAW HER.
SEP: I can't remember what happened in this month but the first semester of my 3rd year in uni started and it was hell on earth.
OCT: Signed up for the ORAS countdown and drew! Art-block didn't bother me much this month
NOVI drew more compared to the past few months but a lot of them I didn't finish. Started drawing a lot of pokemon related things.
DEC:More pokemon. Also got ORAS!!! BEST THING THAT happened this year!!! Also, if any of you guys play ORAS and want to exchange friend codes please let me know!! Also...I'm putting it out here anyway..I'm currently looking for a Jirachi to borrow (for pokedex completion) And a phione maybe.